I don’t care who you are. If your girlfriend falls asleep in your lap, and even after 30 minutes when both of your legs go numb, don’t move. You fucking stay there and appreciate the cute little thing in your lap. If you move you’re weak and natural selection is coming for you.
Since ending my relationship of over six years I have actively tried to learn things about myself as an individual.. I have found this harder to do than what I thought but I believe I am slowly learning some things.. I think I will jot them down every so often so I can keep track of what I learn.
1. It is not fun trying to work things out about yourself. I have been working off another person since I was 17 years old & haven’t actively made choices because I liked something or wanted to do something on my own ever. I almost want someone to tell me what I like and don’t like which is wrong & not the point of this journey at all.
2. Your physical appearance means absolutely nothing to me. It will not, at all determine how attractive I find you. Everyone always says “oh yeah but how someone looks attracts you to them originally” nope, not true. How someone holds themselves/presents themselves is what attracts you, what they look like is void.
3. I am actually a jealous person. I get jealous of people, situations etc. I never thought I was like this but I am and now I know this is something I need to work on.
Boring points to start I know but hey, slow & steady..